I Just Want To Be Killed

yu le got sent to another world after dying from overworking and got a golden item that every male mc gets — system. but yu le did not meet the requirement which means that he have to say goodbye to the system temporarily. to reactivate the system again, he will have to live this life with zero motivation. so, wanting to activate the system as soon as possible, to get the ability to live forever, yu le has decided to court for death. but why is he not dying even when he’s trying so hard to, instead, he’s becoming stronger?! wo zhi xiang bei ge wei da si