Flying Gulls Never Land

the cold and forbearing sheng min’ou and the bright and affectionate lufeng. if a monster can only fall in love with another monster, then i’ll become a monster. i long for the monster that hides beneath his mask to break free from its chains, become vicious, and bite me on my carotid. my wishful thinking, my foolish thoughts. i thought i acted without any flaws, but he knows everything. the gull can sense the fishermen’s thoughts, so they won’t come down.* *t/n: this is a chinese idiom meaning to be on guard after becoming aware of someone who is trying to harm you.